*i look like a guy -_-
it's been a while since i've last updated my blog .
so okaaay .

FRIDAY :
after school had NCC and each of us had our interview regarding what post we want . since all of us are taking over real soon . and yes everyone was getting real nervous while waiting for each other turn to come . but allhamdullilah as for me , everything went just nice . perfect . and im ready to get whatever post our seniors will be going to give me :D our interview ended late around 7 plus pm . and yes after we went out of school yaya and i was like damn hungry . so we pon makan . while walking around eastpoint skali terserempak matrep and he sadi after makan meet him . but i didnt cos i makan very lambat with yaya and by time i eat i was already too lazy to move my ass . and all i wanted to do was go home and sleep .

SATURDAY :
actually i didnt plan to go out . but as per normal i was freaking bored at home . so , i meet farah , barber , faris , rashid , rafiqah , susuk ,hakeem and blablabla at simei . than from there all of us went to century square because faris wants to buy his tounge stud . macam lame gitu kan . one person want to buy than all follow hahahaha . after w ebuy faris stuff . rashid wanted to study at Changi Airport but some people didnt agree . and so we went back to simei and to street and macam biase jugaak belajar tak menjadi at there . and yeaaah while slacking i felt uneasy , annoyed and sad after hearing some stuff from some people . than matrep texted me and said he wont be able to turon because he is still stuck at this kenduri and he has to wait for his mama . and he said that if i want to go home , inform him and he wants to send me home . since i felt annoyed and sad i just went back home around 7 pm plus plus without informing him . while waiting for the bus , farah came up to me and we talked and yeaah tears started rolling . and i started crying . and eventually my bus came . inside the bus everyone looked at me as i was crying and i was like fuck off . once i reach home kak aisyah was there too :) and haha Jiie came to my house at night with hif friend . Alkline water is a must (agaknye salah spelling) hahahah .

TODAY (sunday) :
woke up early for madrasah . and yes was tired . i was half asleep during madrasah :)
and now im back home and yes its raining heavily right now !
and abang faizal said this to me .
abang " fidah where is my red crumpler bag ? (gaknye salah spell)
fidah "with me inside my room ."
abang "kau tahu tak berapa ni bag ? kau ingat murah ehhh ."
fidah "tahu laah , mahal $100 plus ."
faizal 'tahu takperh , abeh u treat this bag like as if it cost $20 plus ."
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and i can say that now matrep and i are fighting again .
due to his mistakes he wanted to meet me today at this street soccer near my house . but i canceled the plan .
and to him , why say sorry if you continue doing it . might as well dont need say sorry .
and this is not the first time your doing it . dah termasok the fourth time maan .
you simply wont understand and you just dont learn your lesson . you dont .
words are cheap . i tought you can prove me wrong but it shows that what people have been saying about you are all true . woaaaah thanks . and now why am i still hangging around ?

Labels: action speaks louder than words .

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