today school was FUN :D a lot of stuff happened ! plus funny fights too . hahahhaha~ okay wont elaborate more on that .
actually im suppose to stay back for art after school but i didnt because i was lazy and now i feel seriously guilty towards Mdm Faz . and i actually menyusahkan diri sendiri because i had to bring along my art file to school dah lah besar ! aiyaaaaa .
since i didnt went for art i went out of school with yaya and we were off to Banquet and their chendol not that nice laaah . Heh !
after eating yaya and i waited for amira to come out from school because i want to pinjam her skirt :)
and sekali rashid came to join us . than skali faris and alvin came to join us too :D
so we all waited for amira and tadaaaaahhhh she dah sampai !
then yaya jumpa dyl , rashid went to street , faris and alvin went home . so i waited for amira bus to come . and yeah after that i went to meet farah :)
than we went to slack at dyl nye block with yaya , dyl and barber .
after that farah , barber , i and adam went to CC to "study" hahahaha .
and yeaaaah soon . we went back to dyl nye block and blablabla .
went back home with yaya :D
hahahahah ! she perangai pantat siaa in the bus !
hahahah ok bye .

imy imy imy .

Labels: blablaproooot .

♥ 6:52 PM

it didnt rain today , so yeah it was hot hot heat sexy day today ! woohooo~
but i felt sleepy in school and padahal i did not sleep late at all . looks like im rather a lazy pig .
hahaha ! after school i had to stay back for art . because mid year exams are coming and i have to finish damn maximum 5 pieces of art work and obviously i wont do 5 pieces laah , my aim is to do 3 to 4 pieces of art ? hahaha . BUt i only managed to finish one of it . and tu poon belom like really complete -_-
looks like i have to stay back again tomorrow . till late . (insyallah)
after finish my art at around 4.45 i meet rahila and amira at Banquet eastpoint :)
so yeaaah . than yaya went off to meet dyl . so i waited for Han with amira .
and at last he sampai at aroud 5 plus gitu laaah .
so yeah we slacked for a while . and we three tok bus 38 home . while we were in the bus 38 that pantat nye han made me laugh like f-ing shit . hahaha ! bangla lah he :D
walked with Han from bedok interchange all the way to home with han . and hahaha yes we two had a great conversation .

i've made up my mind and im positive about it . no regrets . making up my mind is not easy not at all . but i had to force myself to make up my mind asap before things are a bit too late . some people say you wont give a shit , but if it's true than it's okay your choice . i've been really patient but i guess i just cant take it anymore . maybe this will be a wake up call for you ? insyallah .<3

Labels: your still in my mind .

♥ 8:00 PM

okaaay GOOD NEWS FIRST !
i pass math test wooohooooooo yes maybe for you guys is nothing but for me it's like woaaah ! hahahah it is my first time passing math serious no joke . allhamdullilah thanks to Allah , Tutor and me . amiin . to all friends who didnt pass that test it's okay try harder beloved friends :)
insyallah i can do well for my Mid Year Examinations too . amiin .
so yeaaah today that matrep said he wanted to fetch me from school ! but i ended meeting him at bawah aidyl nye block . ahaaaaa , takperh . we wanted to talj aboyt our problem . but HeH tak jadi . because we ended up talking about different stuff .
so yeah slacked with matrep , aidyl , barber at bawah aidyl nye block till 3.15 pm because i had tuition at 3.15 pm at RC . so yeaaah headed to RC .
while having tuition skali have this apek and nyonya talk talk damn f-ing loud and i felt like wanting to smack them in the face . taj baek eeeh fidah ! but it's soo irritating you know .
hahahha than few minutes later , aidyl , faris , barber and blablabla arrived at RC .
than while i doing my math that Rashid join me uhhk do tuition standard uhhhk . hahahha , sebok only ! joking eeeeh rashid you can always come and join me tuition and he just cant stop teasing me in how slow i am in math -_- ouh yes his picture is the one below at my yesterday's post . hahahaha !
so , aftet tuition slacked with farah , her mummy and rashid . and yeaaaah after that i went back home and they headed to Changi Airport .
and i still need to talk to matrep . but always tak menjadi . why ?

Labels: goodbye and get lost .

♥ 8:44 PM

*i look like a guy -_-
it's been a while since i've last updated my blog .
so okaaay .

FRIDAY :
after school had NCC and each of us had our interview regarding what post we want . since all of us are taking over real soon . and yes everyone was getting real nervous while waiting for each other turn to come . but allhamdullilah as for me , everything went just nice . perfect . and im ready to get whatever post our seniors will be going to give me :D our interview ended late around 7 plus pm . and yes after we went out of school yaya and i was like damn hungry . so we pon makan . while walking around eastpoint skali terserempak matrep and he sadi after makan meet him . but i didnt cos i makan very lambat with yaya and by time i eat i was already too lazy to move my ass . and all i wanted to do was go home and sleep .

SATURDAY :
actually i didnt plan to go out . but as per normal i was freaking bored at home . so , i meet farah , barber , faris , rashid , rafiqah , susuk ,hakeem and blablabla at simei . than from there all of us went to century square because faris wants to buy his tounge stud . macam lame gitu kan . one person want to buy than all follow hahahaha . after w ebuy faris stuff . rashid wanted to study at Changi Airport but some people didnt agree . and so we went back to simei and to street and macam biase jugaak belajar tak menjadi at there . and yeaaah while slacking i felt uneasy , annoyed and sad after hearing some stuff from some people . than matrep texted me and said he wont be able to turon because he is still stuck at this kenduri and he has to wait for his mama . and he said that if i want to go home , inform him and he wants to send me home . since i felt annoyed and sad i just went back home around 7 pm plus plus without informing him . while waiting for the bus , farah came up to me and we talked and yeaah tears started rolling . and i started crying . and eventually my bus came . inside the bus everyone looked at me as i was crying and i was like fuck off . once i reach home kak aisyah was there too :) and haha Jiie came to my house at night with hif friend . Alkline water is a must (agaknye salah spelling) hahahah .

TODAY (sunday) :
woke up early for madrasah . and yes was tired . i was half asleep during madrasah :)
and now im back home and yes its raining heavily right now !
and abang faizal said this to me .
abang " fidah where is my red crumpler bag ? (gaknye salah spell)
fidah "with me inside my room ."
abang "kau tahu tak berapa ni bag ? kau ingat murah ehhh ."
fidah "tahu laah , mahal $100 plus ."
faizal 'tahu takperh , abeh u treat this bag like as if it cost $20 plus ."
-_______________________________-
and i can say that now matrep and i are fighting again .
due to his mistakes he wanted to meet me today at this street soccer near my house . but i canceled the plan .
and to him , why say sorry if you continue doing it . might as well dont need say sorry .
and this is not the first time your doing it . dah termasok the fourth time maan .
you simply wont understand and you just dont learn your lesson . you dont .
words are cheap . i tought you can prove me wrong but it shows that what people have been saying about you are all true . woaaaah thanks . and now why am i still hangging around ?

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♥ 1:54 PM

it rain heavily with lightning everywhere early in the morning today .
i didnt want to go to school , but i forced myself to go laah cos mid year coming so yuup i cant afford to slack around too much . ekheeem looks who's talking :)
so yeah i went to school by bus and obviously i was late laaah . but obviously we were excused :D
since it was a rainy day , biase laah i slept at class for like the first period hahaha .
than for the second period that irritating Mdm Roziah woke me up .
and yeaaaah school was normal laah today .
after school slacked with yaya , aidyl , rashid .
HAHAHAH ! than aidyl and rashid soo kurang ajar they went to immitate the orang cacat .
ahaaa~
so yeaaaah . than after slacking with them i went to meet farah at CC :D
she was having fever . GET WELL SOON BEYBEAH !
and yeaaah aidyl and yaya was there too .
actually farah and i waited for barber to come . but he didnt -_- woaaah thanks .
pfffft .
kay lah i got to go kedai .
it's 8.35pm now im soo malas to go kedai .
haaiash , nvm lah for the sake of my younger sister !
buhbyee~

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♥ 8:16 PM

assalamualaikum .
today school was normal . i was rather quiet in class cos of some stuff .
i was just thinking of some stuff that' all .
but few hours after recess i was back to normal hyper :D hahaha~
after school had tution at 3 oclock at rc .
but before tution i went to slack with yaya , dyl , han , adam , chong :)
and yeaaaah . after that i went to tuition .
at first han teman me for my tuition , than he go play soccer at street .
than yaya came to study along , than she went home with han .
than rashid came tohelp me out study with my tutor all the way till 5 .
hahaha . that rashid damn funny luurh ! i and him cam "challenge" each other in math .
blablabla .
after tuition slack at rc with matrep , barber , farah , wak , hakeem , flip , amee blablablaaaa .
matrep and i played wrestling hahaha that guy fucking ganas siaaaal . babi .
hahahaa .
ouh yarh , i bought a new charger for my handphomne and so this is my conversation with that owner of the hp shop .
me : "uncle , you got sell LG hp charger ?"
that uncle : "have , but we only sell the orginal one . wait i take for you ."
me : "ouuuh , uncle how much uhhh ?"
that uncle : "this one original one and brand new . this charger uhhk $30++ ."
me : "alamaaak , so expensive uhhh . cannot be cheaper uuh uncle ? "
that uncle : "aiyaaa~ girl this one brand new , original some more . how much your budget ?"
me : "eeerrrmmm $15 only seeey uncle *tunjok muka kesiaaan ."
that uncle : "waaaaaah . okay laaah nvm since you student i give you $15 but u dont tell people lah i sell you cheap cheap ."
me : THANKS UNCLE ! :D"
hahahahha . good price right ! i should had said i only had $10 ! *wink .
k lah i have to sembayang ishak !
buhbyeee :D

Labels: im just worried because i care .

♥ 8:18 PM

okay so i slept late and had to wake up early today .
slept at 4 am and had to wake up at 1o am & matrep kept on asking me to sleep -_-
oh my gay i swear i was like half asleep at madrasah .
anyways , i had to cancel like all my plans today with yaya and jiie . all thanks to this wedding going on .
aaahyeerrrrh tak abis abis mahu kahwin . hahahahaaa~
i will not be going to syarahan at night with farah and friends today (again) .
but instead i'll be going to syarahan with cik un , kak aisyah & nazurah today night at some other place . and it will be my first time tagging along :) cik un will fetch me later at night . blabla .
asalkan i tak tertido during the syarahan sudaaaah . betol tak you ? hahaaaaa .
i feel sleepy now but i cant sleep .
there's like a lot of stuff going through my mind right now .
friends . studies/exam . boyfriend .
i think i should just focus on on thing which is on STUDIES .
i shall push the others to one side .
i really have to focus on my suckish subject , standard uuhhhh what else can i suck in most if it's not math .
i've been failing my math since i was in primary one . haahaaaaaa . looks like i'll have to really push myself and i'll have ti try to pass .
ouh yes i'll be having tuition tomorrow . cant wait :)
walaaao this is such a boring post .
ouh yes a lot of people want me to put matrep picture here .
i will do it asap . janji .
eh eh he tak handsome laaaah ! HAHAHA betol tak you ? ;D

Labels: but i dont like i did before .

♥ 3:33 PM

Farah & Rafidah . (picture)

Labels: i'll be right here with you .

♥ 11:38 PM

farah , yaya , fidah , aidyl muka ugly , han muka half :D
ok wait let me tell you people about yesterday :)
after school i went to meet kak aisyah cos she wanted me to teman her go tampines poly clinic .
she wanted to get a MC cos she didnt came to school . but the problem is she wasnt sick !
hahaha ! so we decided to cam you know lie to the doctor . she said laah that she had body ache due to too much excercise in school and also had flu in the morning .
the doctor macam tahu lah that she tng tipu to him . and i like wanna luaugh my ass off siaa when i look at the doctor who is massaging her arm as she said it "hurts" HAHAHAHA !
but she need MC laah cos her JC school dont accept letter .
hahahah ! :D eh i love you too lah gundu nye cousin ! :D
kk anyways , today had Speech Day ! the actual thing you know ! after soo many many of rehearsal ! and yes NCC AIR GIRLS DID A GOOD JOB ! WOOHOOOOO~
CONGRATS BABES ! :D IM PROUD OF US AND IM SURE YOU GIRLS ARE PROUD TOO !
hahahahah :D
after speech day went to slack with yaya , diana , rashid .
and reached home around 9pm plus plus .
tired laaah but takperh laah kan :)
i was suppose to meet matrep after speech day but heh i tired laaah .
and yes fight again with matrep yesterday & yes face to face again -_- no joke i was seriously angry for some reasons . when i was merajok-ing and angry he suddenly laughed ! and i was like wtf ! and he said when i angry my muka funny ! asshole . -_- he even said he wanna see me cry for him bcos i havent actually cried for him ! lagi besar nye asshole seeey ! im still merajok-ing okaay !
uuurrrgghhh i'll have to stop thinking about matrep . well not really stop thinking about him lah .
but oh my gay Mid Year Exam coming like in a few weeks time and i really wanna pass . like i said i wanna enjoy my June holidays . so , that means =
*no going back home late .
*no slacking for too long .
*after school maximum can only spend 1 hour outside , lepas tu balek .
*at home must do homework .
*at home cant msg too much and cant on the phone for too long . (insyallah)
*must not be lazy to sembayang & berdoa to allah .
HAHAHHA !
omg ys my form teacher said i tomboy ! just because i hang out with a lot of guy friends and because im so called loud laaah ! aiiyoooo. hahahha ! mampos laaah ! :D
buhbyeee uhhhk !

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♥ 10:09 PM

ekheeeeem~
guess whaaat ! it finally rained today ! allhamdullilah :D i mean macam dah lama tak hujan eehh !
& some gundu banana guy msged me HAHAHA ! eh aku cam rindu kau uhhh . mcm ajerh i guess?
anyways , today school was well normal FUN AT ALL TIME !
hahahaha . laugh a lot , well standard laah . one day never laugh cannot maaaah ! :D
i've been starting ti enjoy malay lessons , not bcos i like talking dirty stuff during malay lessons -_-
but maybe during malay lessons i laugh a lot with all the gundu guys ! HAHAA !
and they always talks about nonsense stuff but i do enjoy listening to them :D okay they are faris , nadhir , azmeer and me . hahahah.
the reason why faris and i "fight" a lot is because kan he kacau aku perrh aku kacau balek laaah ! HAHAHAHHA ! :D
kk anyways today after school i had speech day rehearsal . hahahah ! tired but like fun uhhhk .
after speech day rehearsal went to makan with yaya , amira and diana :D
and i was eating yaya's F&N food that she cook . for me sedaaap ! but for her & amira tak sedaap! HAHAHAHA !
okaaay so after makan & slacked we balek laah .
and reach home at around 8.30 pm gitu .
ouh yes people , guess what .
im so sick of waiting . seriously . i'll just go by the flow . i aint scared for what's gonna happen no sweat laah sey .
i've wash my hands of you .
*faris nye handphone gone ! oh my gay ! idiot siaaa to the person who stole it ! it's a new handphone okaaaay . ya allah .

Labels: no you dont know what's it's like .

♥ 9:07 PM

HEEEEY :D
hahaha okaay so , i just reach home and yeaaah later at 8-30 pm i'll be having tuition .
oh my gay im so to the malas . BUT mid year coming real soon and i wanna pass cos i wanna enjoy my june holidays wooohooooo ! hahahha insyallah (:
okay anyways , just now school was normal laah . FUN ! hahahaha .
i realised i really love going to school . well yeaaah , i mean yes bila nak bangon pagi tu cam very irritating but once i reach school and see my friends i get soo happy . yes we all do tease each other . punch here and there but somehow i really cherish every moment with them .
ahahah okay anyways , speech day coming real soon . so yeaaah will be having rehearsal tmrw . malas again . BUT haha nvm just go lah kaaaan ! nantgi orang cakap fidah paitao pulaak kalau tak pergi ! ekheeeem~
HeH ! just now after school mcm biase slacked with friends .
& yeaaaaah farah and i had some girls talk too hahahaha .
to yaya im sorry cos i didnt tag along go beach road hooorrrrr ! i cant reach home that late lah sayang ! HAHAHAHA :D
*ouh yes ! han & i just now went back home together and so we took bus 38 laaah . suddenly got this few group of ite guys came in the bus than got this guy want to step mana nye matrep tak menjadi ! but something about him kan his face is like disfigured .
than that time han & i tng talk talk skali that matrep tak menjadi go sing this one gangster song .
than i look at han than i laugh . han look at me than he also laugh ! HAHA !
i mean he dah laah mcm disfigured , no ofence yeah . abeh dia nak step mana peh besar !
than han & i turon the same stop kaaan ! than we go out of the bus only we laugh like no one bussinesn siaa ! HAHAHAHA !
kaaay lah . ouh yes fight with matrep again . haaaaish . wont elaborate more on him .
but all i got to say is dont lie to me . just talk to me and tell me the truth . i've been really patient . thinking about all those shit stuff you did to me oh my gay i dont know why im still hanging around right here with you . am i dumb or what ? pantat .
okay best im soo not in the mood right now . gila or wad . i just feel like cursing everyone right now . blablablaprooootproooootyoursuchapantaaaatprooottttblablabla.
BUHBYEE !

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♥ 6:18 PM

heeey , im still at my aunty house :)
will be going back home tmrw :)
today me , nazurah , kak aisyah woke up early hooooorrr .
9 am okaaaay , and we did slept late you know .
ahaaaa . actually we woke up early cos we wanted to eat breakfast at this one coffee shop .
kak aisyah had mi rebus . nazurah had mi siam . i had lontong :D sedaaaap !
after breakfast we went back home and slacked , but nazurah had to go to school by 1 oclock for some meeting .
so yeaaaah , and ouh kak aisyah friend came over to bake strawberry cheese cake :D
first time kak aisyah bake ! nasib kitchen tak terbakar ! HAHA !
it should be nice , cos i havent tasted it . but it does look good ! *thumbs up !
eeerrrmmm . ouh yes today is maulut nabi .
and my madrasah had organised some maulut nabi celebration .
so , kak aisyah , nazurah , nadiah & me went to the maulut nabi thing .
and was the only one among them who pkai baju kurung but okaaay laah :D
ahahahaha .
and ouh yes , i did meet matrep ! finally ! he came down to my aunty block and so we slacked and we had a lot of donkey stories to tell each other ! hahahaha ! we slack talk talk sampai at around 8 plus pm gitu .
not till late at night because , i had the maulut thing and yeaaah i went for the malut thing at around 9 pm like that and obviously we were super late ! but heck care !
hahahaha ! :D
so yeaaaaah .
buhbyeee !

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♥ 1:15 PM

okay so today is cousins day out :D
me , kak aisyah and nazurah .
so okay eerrrrm we three woke up at 2 plus afternoon lah kan .
than we didnt know where to go , so we decided to study at changi airport . hahahaaa it may sound boring laah for you people . BUT hahaha its not laah kan !
it's funny laaah actually :)
we three spend soo much cash on FOOD ! aiyoooo hahahha standard laah kan !
and so we studied at Terminal 2 . aand we three find it hard to study because we have dmn a lot of food ! we had , potato chip , chocaltes , biscuits blablabla dot dot dot .
hahahaha ! but we managed to do some of our homeworks :D
and so , while doing my homework and stuff i was texting with barber than skali he said he also at changi airport with rashid all .
so hahahaha i meet them for a while :D hehehee...
after that , me , nazurah , kak aisyah went back to tampine and we went to this new shopping mall called Tampines One . and omg we really liked it laaah cos it was very big and all the shops are very best best . and the mall was opened like just yesterday ! so still brand new :D
and yes a lot of people ! so yeaaah MUST GO ! and the shoping mall has 7 level ! aaaaaah amek kau !
hahaha . so after walk walk . we went back home laah took bus 291 cos i sleeping over their house kan .
than something very funny happened HAHAHAHAH cant explain here :)
kaaay laaah .
and ouh i was suppose to meet matrep todayy but he paitao ! HAHAHAHA !
nvm we meet tmrw , insyallah .
buhbyeee !

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♥ 10:49 PM

i've not been updating my blog for like a few days .
well it's because im busy with school work ! booohoooooo~
okay anyways , mid years coming shit so fast seeeeey . looks like i have to buck up on my studies . and no more slacking .
hmmmmm me and matrep well cam biase . sudaah jejak 2 months allhamdulillah .
eerrrrrmmmmm . friends are normal laah kaan .
family pon cam biase .
but mama now is at malaysia with aunty and uncle .
kesiaan papa he is all alone now at home playing the lap top ahaaaa !
he has to learn how to survive without mama ! ;D
and so , now im at my aunt's house with cousins :) hahahahaa . and yeah this house will have no parents for like 3 days ! so the house is all ours !
and now im like waiting for that kak aisyah to balek ! she said she will balek at 11 pm . so yeaaah ! i still have 45 minutes more to go .
im suppose to meet matrep todaay . at night around 9 pm like that .
but tak jadi and all thanks to me -_-
pppffftttttt .
i will meet u up real soon . janji .
okaay laaah . so yeah i really wish i can spend more time with cousins ! cos dah lama tak jumpa due to school and stuff .
okaay laaah .
buhbyeee ! :D

Labels: promises are not meant to be broken .

♥ 10:09 PM

today is just a normal day .
school was normal :) and yeah congrats to takraw boys !
anyways , today i had tution at 3.30 and it was at home .
so yeaaaah . actually i was suppose to stay back for stupid malay cos we didnt do malay homework with faris and friends .
but i didnt cos malas and i got tuition maaah , so confirm tak sempat .
and faris asked me to hand in the homework with him tmrw . so yaarrrrh .
and im suppose to msg faris real soon to remind him do his homework ! HAHA , pemalas siaa ni faris ! later will have to remind him the bloody 3rd time ! ahaaaa !
anyways , today after school slacked with yaya and aidyl . the others entaaah lah paitao ! until they kena scold by aidyl .
okay , i wont elaborate more on that .
while slacking aidyl told me something and the words that came out of his mouth really made me feel so confused .
i mean i dont know what to say after hearing his words .
while walking back home i felt sad and sick so i decided to treat myself chocolates :D
BUT like i said im ready for what's gonna happen . so yeaaah ! no fear laaah kaaan !
HAHAHAHA !
and eeerrrmmm didnt meet matrep todaay .
maybe tmrw .
i guess .
buhbyee !

Labels: sembunyi .

♥ 7:34 PM

i was otp with matrep till 1 am plus .
talk shit + cock again <3
and as per normal i had to wake up at 10.45 am for madrasah .
and yes i had to drag my heavy pantat and boobs .
madrasah ended at 1 pm and it was raining damn heavily with lightning !
so , i called papa and i asked him to fetch me ;) and he said he will arrive at 1.30 pm
hahaha so yeaaah i waited and waited .
now at home only have me , papa and abang hadi .
mama and nadiah is attending some wedding and abang faizal didnt came home from yesterday . his with kak hadzah i guess .
errrrmmmm , its drizzling now .
kk anyways , today insyallah i'll be going to this some syarahan .
i dont understand why matrep really wants me to go to the syarahan with him -_-
and yeah mama said next week than i can tag along go to the syarahan .
anyways , i just came back home around 7.30 plus plus ,.
went out with papa , mama and nadiah (:
will be going back to school tmrw and i havent even finish my homework ! damn it .
and tmrw i'll have tuition at 3 and this time round at home .
aiyoooooo , looks like i'll have to rush home tmrw and that means i will only have i little time to spend with matrep and friends :( walao ! pantat !
k lah that's about all .
buhbyee !

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♥ 3:35 PM

it's a saturday -_-
hahahaha . well okay i was suppose to wake matrep at 8 in the morning . But , hahaha i over slept and didnt woke him up . oopppps sorry :)
& i actually woke up at 11 plus am and thanks to papa for waking me up .
the reason why papa woke me up cos he wanted me to hang the wet clothes .
and yeaah he called my hanphone and my hp rang damn loud hahaha !
actually today i have loads of plan .
number one was to meet matrep .
number two was to go to JIIE'S gig .
number three was to teman kak aisyah buy shoe .
number four was to clean up my room yang macam kandang babi .
but sadly i had to cancel my plans from number one to three .
i stayed at home and cleaned my room and now it actually looks like a bedroom :)
actually i really wanted to go to JIIE'S gig . but i didnt have cash :(
haaaishhh . but it's okaaay . Rock That Stage ! All The Best !
and to matrep im really sorry too . i'll meet you up real soon . and yeah what you said is true we will have to spend time with each other . sudaah 4 hari hoooorrrr tak spend time with you .
okay laaaah .
ouh yes new blogskin & new song :D
hahaha .
buhbyeeee .
ouh yes this quotes are very meaningful to me :

1) someone loves you exactly how are you .pretty days , ugly days , good mood , bad mood . someone wheter you have meet them or not , loves you because you are YOU .

2) evryone is so in love being in love , they forget about who they are "falling in love with" . stop forcing yourself to fall in love wtih people you barely know . if the right person comes along , you wont have to try , cos everything will just fall into place . and it's okay to be just a little bit lonely for now , it'll all be worth it in the end .


3) THERE'S NO WORSE FEELING THAN BEING IGNORED BY THE PERSON YOU PAY MOST ATTENTION TO .

Labels: bla bla bla puih puih prooot . your head .

♥ 5:56 PM

a lot of stuff happened this past few days .
and yes i've been very busy with school .
busy with homework , cca , friends and blabla and yeah i do find it hard to manage my time properly .
i havent even finish my art :( :(
mid year examination will be coming up in a few weeks time .
woaaaaah boleh mampos !
insyallah everything will be alright .
and ouh i've been soo busy that i have not been spending time with matrep for 3 pathetic busy days . and all thanks to cca and also homework .
i will always end school at 7 afternoon and will get too tired to meet matrep .
we two do meet each other but tak sampai berapa minute and we dont spend time with each other . you get what i mean kan ? ahaaaa .
anyways today is Friday so had Sports Day ! fucking MENDAK .
so kaaan , after sports day . i went backo home to get changed cos my friends and i planned to play bowling :)
so yaya followed me home than after im ready . i went to teman her go her house :)
and yeaah we're suppose to meet friends at e-hub by 2 BUT yaya and i reach at around 4 like that ! oooppppppssss ! hahahahha :p
and so matrep was there and i tought i could spend time with him BUT he had to go back to school for speech day and he was actually late laah cos he waited for me from 2 oclock too 4 plus .
and he was suppose to be at school by 4 !
so i send him to the bustop and ekheem blablabla :)
and so me , yaya , farah, aidyl , barber , rashid went to Changi Airport tooo ! hahaha to "study"
hehehehhe :D
yeaah we did have fun !
i'll try to get pictures from farah that we all took today :D
it's 2.17 am now and i just hung up the phone after talking to matrep otp for hours .
he wants me to wake him up at 8 am , cos he has to go for soccer ! looks like i have to wake up early ! wtf hahahaha !
matrep wanna meet me tmrw (saturday) . insyallah i can (:
matrep told me something HAHAHA . peoples mouth omg . ahaaa !
buhbyeeee !

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