it's 11.49 pm noow .
today papa lectured me again .
shit maaan , im so sick of hearing blablabla this this and that from papa .
yes what he said make sense but haish .
i dont know . it just irritates me .
why am i so foolish and bodoh .
i should use my fucking brains and i should think TWICE before doing it again .
why why why .
why didnt i think of what papa had siad .
WHY ?papa even called me a *********** :( :( :(
no i didnt cry when papa talk to me because he didnt like scold me .
he tried talking nicely and he did .
but damn . im such and asshole .
what if people think differently of me now ? how ?
what should i do ? omg what papa said does make sense .
stupid me .
i deserve this shit .
and talking to matrep about this just makes me feel more guilty .
Labels: foolish silly mistakes .
♥ 11:49 PM